Random thoughts

29.11.2013

Sometime I just feel myself really worst

Yeah I will compare myself with others, and everybody do

But you know I'm that 'happy-go-lucky' type of girl

Even I feel I'm sad or angry, I will recover very fast.. like SUPER FAST

But I always thought that, I'm not good enough

Like this final exam, yeah I got what I wanted and was quite satisfied with it

3 As, even the 'last-minute economic study' also got A

But when you saw a friend got an A and she said 'Oh how worst is this'

Don't you feel yourself way too funny? 

 Actually I'm not regretting for my own studies but

 I will feel myself super inferior

Why.

And one thing is, I always wanted myself to be awesome.. ALWAYS

For example, Good at study, good at piano, good at cheerleader and everything

Srsly, I think I improved a lot now cuz last time I don't even spend time to study or practice lol I think i just improved my rajin-ness

Btw I'm still working hard during holiday as well

Another thing is whenever I saw pretty girls around me, I'll feel myself inferior again

((And also getting few likes in Instagram.... HAHAHAHAHAH EPIC
Then I will think that why am I so ugly what is their first impression of me do they think that Im ugly too? they don't like me? why what happened why why why I'm not good looking why

Okay I know I'm annoying but that's real hahaha
Envy them all the time
I know even I speak this out also won't change anything
But I really hope I could improve myself day by day
 And finally achieve my dream someday

Anyway, wish myself all the best for next year, my senior year for high school
There's so many things to plan
Please, work hard