16/1/2015
Just an update of my working life
So I work for 3 jobs in the same time since 2015 starts
You may say that I'm crazy or a workaholic
But I don't want to get 3 jobs at first if I get a suitable job with a expected salary
But I don't want to get 3 jobs at first if I get a suitable job with a expected salary
Just some reasons, I got 3 jobs.
And now, I'm quite regretted about it
Cuz I'm having my grade 8 piano practical exam on April, and I can hardly cope with these
I worked for Kindergarten from 730-1 and I will go to another day care center from 1-6
IT IS REALLY EXHAUSTING
Moreover I still have piano lesson on Thursday after work which is from 630-8
Lastly I have to work for another nails shop for Saturday
I don't really have my own time to do my stuff or relaxing myself
And now I realized, how was my parents get through all these hard times and difficulties ?
Not only working, but raise us up for 18 years
Repeating the same routine for 18 years
Used up all their salary to pay our daily fees for 18 years
Day by day, year by year
I can't imagine.
Every morning seeing the children come to school
Crying for daddy and mommy
Or seeing other teacher's children looking for the mom for some stuff
I miss the time..
I miss it so much.
Their life seem to be so wonderful while growing up
Yes I'm growing up as well
Everybody does
But that's terrible, I wish to back in time
When I was six
The days when I can stick to my mom everyday and tell my mom what had happened in school
Live happily ever after (Okay I feel like crying now lol)
I'm selfish
I wish my mom still working in kindergarten so that I can spend more time with her and I don't have to worry so much
I hate driving, I want my mom to fetch me again
I thought I wanted to get my license asap so that I can drive to everywhere anytime
I want to be protected by my parents again
I'm not that coward actually
But sometime you just have to do it, you can't reject
Cuz life had forced you to the corner of the wall, you must face it
YOU HAVE TO FACE IT
You parents are not always there for you
Even you had said a thousand times that you will never do this never do that
But when you get into the society, you'll change
And this is how I transformed into a more independent person after so many part time jobs
Idk why I wrote so much, maybe just because I'm too tiring to juggle all these jobs and lessons
But yeah, I still get to arrange my schedules, no worries
Hope everyone is doing well and live your life to the fullest
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