3/3/2015
It's going to be a long essay post so yah you know what to do hahaha
After worrying for 3 months the result is finally out
I get 9As
Unexpected, teared, touched
I never ever think to get 9As before
Really, i thought at most I'll only get 6As
I even think that I will get only 3-4As
I was so disappointed on myself
My trial only got 1-2As
(FYI, Spm is much more easier to score As because they based on the average, so your result will definitely better than trial's)
Looking back at my Form 5 year, I feel proud
Even after tons of disappointment, I didn't give up
I knew it's frustrated when you worked really really hard but you can't achieve what you want
Especially when you learned you studied the same thing as your friends but somehow you can't reach the target
I don't like being compared to others people but sometime, you can't stop yourself from that shit
'Maybe this time not hardworking enough'
'I'll work it harder next time'
'It's ok that's my weak subject'
...This is how I comfort myself after I get the result
At last it will be
'I must not be smart enough...'
'Such a stupid'
'I don't have the talent'
Ya, disappointments.
But still, inspired yourself
Yes you are stupid, but that's the reason why you have to work harder than others
Prove it, prove it to the relatives who looked down on you
Work until the limit, I don't believe I can't do it
I am a slow learner, but slowly I'll will achieve it
乌龟爬的慢, 但终有一天会抵达终点
I used to get only 9 marks for BM during Form 2.
And now I get B
My BM is my weakest subject, but I learn, take it seriously
Day by day, little by little
You'll see the result
I teared once I get the result
Pn Haryani was like, aiyah dont be sad (one more sub to straight As)
"Bukan cikgu, saya terlalu happy"
Hahahahaha
She treat us like her own child
I was so grateful when she said 97s is the best batch ever
Especially 5a8.. Awww <3
I used to give up on Chinese
I always get C on my trials, I was super hopeless on BC
I almost wanted to drop this subject
But Pn Tan was like, serious meh, don't drop la, you can get B one
Liddat ah, ok lo take lo
It turned out A, it's not A- it's A?!
Well, all I can say is luckily I didn't drop it
And yay for the result
Went back to Choong Wen to visit our primary school teacher
钟老师
She still remember us even we never meet for 5 years
"Every time I record standard 6's UPSR teaching programme, I always think of you guys, 6E, the best result so far," she said.
Ok lah even I didn't get a good result in UPSR haha but still, happy to heard that
Meet the headmaster too!
Went to visit tuition teachers.
Mr Teng
Thank you for giving us your opinion, I'll not give up
Super tuition center
Didn't get to meet the other teacher as they were having their classes
Miss Lee
She's my BM teacher
I remembered BM is my favourite class in tuition because it's so funny when she argue with the students HAHAHA
Anyway, thankyou for the notes that you prepared
The process may be hard, but keep going until your limit.
Many of you didn't know I even thinking to give up on my further studies and straight away go and get a job
Because i think it's such a waste for a stupid to study in a college and used up 30k of tuition fees
But now I changed my mind..Haha
Just try it, and do it.
就算结果不如意, 至少我不会对不起自己
And of course, SPM result is just a paper, after few years nobody will remember it
After you get in the society nobody will ask how many As you got for SPM
But your working experience and attitude
Set your priorities right
Now as a student, your duty is to study and enjoy your entire high school life
Don't be lazy
I know life is not all about SPM but what you need to do now is study
That's your duty
Now you just have to worried of your exams and school life
But after you graduate, you have to worried of your future
Appreciate your high school life, dont let yourself regret
趁年轻把想做的事完成, 不要等到老了才后悔
Ok if you read until here, thank you so much for wasting time on this post hahaha
Just my thoughts, no offence.
"Every accomplishments start with a decision to try."
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