那些年的 小幸运

23/9/2015

Saw Daphne had blogged about the most popular Chinese song recently 小幸运

I thought I'll give my own feeling on this song too

Yes everyone has different perception based on our experiences

I interprets it differently 

The first time I heard it was on the radio, I did not have too much feeling with the song

And my friend mentioned about the Taiwan movie <我的少女时代> 

I've heard about that movie earlier, not really interested in it by that time

Then I searched the movie trailer, and it comes the song

When I listen carefully both the lyrics and melody

It pulls my memories back to my high school life

Especially in Form 2 and 3

It sounds strange because my most memorable time in high school was Form 4, 5

I don't know why, it just reminds me a lot

When all the old blocks remains the same

We have the big padang, so-called 'no walls hall', pokok besar, Block A teacher's office which we'll always curi go inside to enjoy air cond

Then I realized, not only Form 4, 5 are important to me, but every single year

To me, this song was not that sad

but it brings a little regretful and hopeful 

It was sweet too!

That's complicated. Haha

Let me explain

I've never been in any relationship before, I never experience the sweet love between a couple

I don't know how it feels

But of course, I had a crush with someone in my high school

Or maybe I would say, admiring a good looking guy and seek for him everyday

This song gave me the feeling of having crush on someone
And hoping to see him everyday
Always feeling 小幸运 when he talks to me
Everything seems so possible
Looking at him is like the best thing to do ever
We became friends, I was so happy
Anyway, this feeling ended after I confessed to him
Until now

I don't know what is the feeling of loving someone
I'll rather say it as 'admire' instead of 'have crush' on someone now
If I don't really know him but he's my type
Of course I will admire him and peep at him
But not falling for him, unless he confessed to me
Loving someone that don't treat you as the same,
It's like the most shameless thing ever.

This movie was a little similar to the movie in year 2011 <那些年>

However, these 2 songs gave me different feeling

Maybe because of the timeline, 2011 I was Form 2
The first time I listened to 那些年 I had already in love with it
And the lyrics did not gave me too much feeling, I just thought myself that I had to appreciate my high school life and live my life to the fullest before graduate
I have to create a lot of memory in high school, just in case that I'll regret afterwards
Anyhow, no matter how I live my high school life, I will still regret
As what I was wondering : what would happen now if I did not confessed to him?

This time, <小幸运> broadcasted after I graduate
Now, I feel regret in my Form 2, 3 life
I regret for not participating in school activities as much as I can
I regret for not taking the opportunity to make a lot of friends
Even I participated a lot of activities in Form 4, 5
I still regret
See, I told you
 "才发现 无论是严谨还是放纵 青春一样被我过得乱七八糟”

我聽見雨滴 落在青青草地
我聽見遠方 下課鐘聲響起
可是我沒有聽見你的聲音 認真呼喚我姓名

愛上你的時候 還不懂感情
離別了 才覺得刻骨銘心
為什麼沒有發現 遇見了你 是生命最好的事情

也許當時
忙著微笑和哭泣 忙著追逐天空中的流星
人理所當然的忘記
是誰風裡 雨裡 一直默默守護在原地

原來你是 我最想留住的幸運
原來我們 和愛情曾經靠得那麼近
那為我對抗世界的決定 那陪我淋的雨
一幕幕都是你 一塵不染的真心

與你相遇 好幸運
可我也失去 為你淚流滿面的權利
但願在我看不到的天際 你張開了雙翼
遇見你的註定 她會有多幸運

青春是段跌跌撞撞的旅行
擁有著後知後覺的美麗
來不及感謝 是你給我勇氣 讓我能做回我自己

也許當時
忙著微笑和哭泣 忙著追逐天空中的流星
人理所當然的忘記
是誰風裡 雨裡 一直默默守護在原地

原來你是 我最想留住的幸運
原來我們 和愛情曾經靠得那麼近
那為我對抗世界的決定 那陪我淋的雨
一幕幕都是你 一塵不染的真心

與你相遇 好幸運
可我也失去 為你淚流滿面的權利
但願在我看不到的天際 你張開了雙翼
遇見你的註定 她會有多幸運